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 HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY  TO YOU GUYS :]] 


*A LiTTLE GiFT FROM ME TO YOU :* 


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I never thought of you as a friend,

Nor thought that I'd feel something like this,

So simple like you, so silent.

Talented, smart and as cute as is,

Smiled at me, blurted out the words

that's gonna make me feel at ease

The day after, you've been too kind,

Wore the same color. blue so cute,

How could we be so blind,

And again the next day, again with the color blue,

I think I'm starting to like; love BLUE

Everything starts at the end,

Hypothetically, everything has always been that way,

From me being torn into pieces and lost direction,

Is now thinking of what i should be saying at this section,

You're really is such an inspiration, "lover boy" :)

THE STORY BEHiND:

"I'm really nervous saying anything about this. Haha ='_'= but I guess I can say a few.  He's a secret guy. Actually just an inspiration. He's really awesome. That's it ,enough, everything's in there.^_^ "

04 After 05 ⊱✿

It's been horrible nowadays,

Maybe this is really the stage,

Of moving on, what do you say?,

Are you feeling it too? Stuck in a cage,

Wanted to be free, trying; but can't.

What would it be really like without "us"?,

I still don't know, I need the answer,

As soon as possible, can you tell me fast?,

I'd made up my mind, 50% i guess sir,

Such fool, is what I have always been.

Will you be the one?,

Make it last forever,

Could you be that someone?,

Someone who'll leave me never,

I loved you once, always have, and always will .. ♥

THE STORY BEHiND:

"This is where the tragic confusion started. It's like I know it's over. But then there's something telling me I can move on but don't leave him completely. It's always the thought of that dream/ nightmare .. or whatever it is. I know I can make a decision. Someday.."

07 After 13 ❃

Woke up cold, dizzy,

" You have a hangover, missy ",

By 7:30 I got home,

Realizing something I know,

It's my mom's special day, oh my !

Waiting in line,

For the office to open by nine,

Got tired of standing,

In the middle room I saw you entering,

Accidentally you and me had a glimpse of what used to be

I saw a part of you while I'm in the test,

Doing my best not to look at my guest,

To focus on the important matter,

To show you that I've moved on; though sadder,

Force myself that you and I is done and over

I may have moved on,

But this lost love will keep sailing on,

A promise I made,

A promise that'll be safe,

More like of a pledge to everyone I laid

I'll not force you to be back,

'Cause I'm tired of putting everything in one sack,

It's your choice, your decision,

It may be true or just be forever an illusion,

You'll still be my everything ..

THE STORY BEHiND:

"Seventh day of the month and thirteen days since we've been apart.  from the words itself, obviously I kinda had a couple of drinks. It really is a downfall on my part. Why did everything that happened on that day have to be so unexpected?"

05 After 10 ∞

Aware that you are no longer mine,

I woke up numb and knew I'd lie,

To everyone who'd ask me what and why,

Shall I accept that nothing really lasts,

That it is now just a sad goodbye

Here I am, at the center of the intersection,

Don't know where to put my concentration,

Waiting for you, and this is what I get,

Not even a shadow of you I met,

Maybe it's just not meant to be

Although everything seems to be falling apart,

It feels like I should be now far in the dark,

Between us is like a door closing, 

But in that nightmare or maybe a dream,

I still chose you

I see you're okay; you're fine,

Why can't I cross the line?,

Call me crazy, tell me I'm blind,

Getting over you is hard and I cannot hide,

That you're the puzzle that completes my everyday life

With you was like forever,

Though we've just started early October,

Without you now is like years,

We've been apart for only ten days,

Who wouldn't have thought today is

FEBRUARY'S 5TH DAY..

THE STORY BEHiND:

"This poem was written on the fifth day of February. Which was supposed to be a special day. I felt devastated. Every part of the stanza described what I did and felt that same day. Seeing us not together that day was like a nightmare; So painful. On the third stanza it's more of making a decision in a dream which felt like real, I felt the tears and the pain and the goodbye and the reason of waiting and happiness. I haven't really thought of writing a poem about it but incidentally the sister of my high school substitute teacher's sister asked me a favor of doing any literary work for one of the school's organization as soon as possible. And this is the output. My first poem made which you can say is written from the heart; a ripped, broken heart."